Oh Captain, my captain.

I am ready for a cleanse. A real one. Robin Williams suicide has renewed me. See...I have been depressed since I was 16. Medication. Counseling. Words of advice. I still fall into deep depressions with no cause. I am not sad. Nothing happened. It just is. My medication makes me crazy, drink, sweat, retreat,judge, hate. It is my alter-ego. I wish I was "normal." But...I am ME. I am not dull. I live, I feel, I love, I accept, I am empathetic, I am ME.